some updates

Started to limit # of cigarettes I smoke everyday. (Should be down to 6 this week)
As a result, having a hard time fall in sleep each night. Calcium and B don't really work now.

However, I found out that OPC3 works for cramp, not Ca+B.

Change

人生有太多太多重大的改變
變得太快 還沒有心理準備
變得太快 對於自己跟所有事情都抱有懷疑
我應該屬於哪裡? 我最後會走到哪裡? 有點迷茫
討厭這種不確定感
花了過去五年為自己所訂定的未來計畫 在一瞬眼消失
過去四年的salary life, 也許很辛苦 卻也曾經是我最引以為傲的東西
心情以及態度 需要去慢慢調整
尋找新的可能 新的驕傲

不過我相信 這會是個好的改變
起起落落 掉到谷底 才會去爬令外一座未知的高山

Hello

And then I signed in for marketAmerica today and also decided to help my dad's business. When I decided to to do it, I'll put my best effort. Rock on! I won't be thinking about working in gaming industry for a while. I still love it, but it's time to try out some new things. My summer vacation has ended. Goodbye, salary life, long working hours, commute days. I'm sure I'll miss it. This is a life changing event.

Looking back, in the past 4 years. I've always sitting in front of a computer working. For countless weekends and nights, I looked outside of the window and started to wonder "Why am I still at work?" I'm still glad I had experience for those, just like an ordinary person.

Hello, 27歲的我,從今以後你會有一個你從來都沒有想過的,不一樣的人生

Pimple

Been taking 3 caps of OPC3 every single morning for 6 days already. On the 4th day, I have a humongous pimple on my left cheek. I know it was because of OPC3, because that's what happened before. They said it was because I have toxic in my body, so I have to keep taking OPC3. On the 6th day, which is today, the pimple gets much smaller. Considering the size of the pimple, I think it's pretty amazing that it's disappearing so soon.

Healthy way to cure my insomniac

I always had sleeping problem since college, and I depended on Tylenol's sleeping pills for approximately 7 years. As a result, I couldn't fall in sleep without taking a sleeping pill no matter how tired I was .On the past Tuesday, Ms. Tomato took me to this health class some kind of thing. I learned that sleeping pills will damage my brain cells. I also learned that if I take 4 caps of Calcium and 1 cap of B complex, I will be able to adjust my sleeping problem. So it started to take them on Wednesday morning. The result is showing on the 2nd day. This thing works exactly like sleeping pills except it's healthy for my body. In regards of the sleeping quality, I ain't able to wake up at nights by little noises like before.

皺皺的猴子

不可思議 這是人生的另外一種stage. 從妹妹結婚,然後生小孩,
是一種無法解釋的感覺,還是很感動.

前一陣子看了一個article,文章裡面說,人在一生中
都會encounter到這個問題.. What does life mean?
我看到這個皺皺的猴子,突然間就想到What does life mean...人生所要經歷的stages跟感動的moments..有好多好多種. 我的人生的意義,又加了一條.人生的意義就是:讓我們經歷過這些不同的stages跟感動,變成一個更完整的人.

THEY'RE ALL INTERPRETATIONS

Here comes my assignment. I encountered the moment where I'm about to have another emotional exploding again. And then I realized. It triggers when I admit that things are different than I expected. Give myself a few minutes. Calm down, it was nothing. Just look at the facts from now on, no more interpretations. I was just driven by my emotions. Most importantly, why am i getting triggered by another interpretation that's different from my own interpretation? THEY'RE ALL INTERPRETATIONS.
And then I finally understand.. the reason behind "Don't think too much." Here, "think" means interpretations.